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there was a father and 4 yr old son at Mass last Sunday.
before Eucharist started, the boy wanna pee so bugged his Dad to bring him to washroom.
he walked to the aisle and raised his arms up, so adorable!
implying that his Dad should carry him.
his Dad pouted but carried him anyway. so heart-warming!

admittedly, the thought of having your own family is very attractive.
a loving and responsible husband. adorable children.
laughter and warmth fills the house as the children return home from school,
and my husband comes home from work. lounge around after dinner, play with the dog.
then we'll attend Church together on Sundays.
but of course, this utopian ideal can only be postponed till i meet the right guy.
the one whom i want to marry and have children with.

suppose to meet Pieter today but he's not free at the last minute.
supposed to meet Michele today but she's unavailable by the time i was done.
so here i am at home blogging away. my doggie is wobbling somewhere beneath the sofa.
it's a Wed evening and i have no plans. blame it on my small social circle.
probably gonna dig into my work. need to edit some stuff and draft others.
the truth is i don't have alot of time to go out and socialize. i'd rather be home resting.
when i do have time (finally), i just want to chill out in bed and read a novel.
as compared to squeezing people and getting squashed at clubs and such.
maybe i should join some sports club or something instead of consistent mugging. damn.
i may seem busy but hell, it's not that busy. i just take my sweet time to do hmwk. hahah!

Elaine's 21st birthday in 5 days. yay!
firstly, we are going to give her a belated celeb coz the guys ain't free this week.
secondly, we haven't made plans as to how to surprise her or what to buy for her.
somehow, i have this strong feeling that we WILL end up lumping her birthday with Marcus's.
*evil laughter*

Joshua's birthday in 2 weeks nicely.
ermm... i haven't got him present or planned any surprise yet. .. *horrified expression*
i don't think he needs anything material. he has whatever he needs already.
he doesn't have skincare, but he doesn't use skincare either!
oh well. probably wil do the usual 'romantic' dinner and chill out somewhere.

my parents are coming back end of this month! yay!
thankfully they're coming back seperately though. peace man!
i better do more hmwk now so can spend more time with them =)

anyway, this is an edited blog. hahah.
i wrote sth about the difference in expectations between husband and boyfriend earlier on.
but decided that it was too politically insensitive...

posted by Veen @ 18:36